"Things that were hard to bear are sweet to remember" - Seneca
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
Nothing 2 Do. Lazy 2 Study. Want 2 Post.
Dang, I look good. =)
-alexeo-
Kelvin here...
-kelvin-
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
E-Study
(senior 4)
Biology- http://www.biology-online.org/dictionary.asp
->I love this site. It's like a dictionary for Bio. Just key in the word you don't know/understand ...example mitochondria.... and a good description/meaning will come out! Fun and easy.
Biology- http://biology.about.com/
->For this site, you just have to search yourself the things that we are actually learning. Not easy to search if you got the skills like me.. =) Many unrelated topics regarding Bio but at the same time, there are a few guides which may help here.
Physics- http://www.glenbrook.k12.il.us/gbssci/phys/Class/newtlaws/u2l1b.html
->Eventhough this link will direct you to Newton's Laws... you can just simply surf around for other topics. I've been to this site for my revision for the Mid-Year Examinations and it helped that time cause that site covers alot on the 2nd topic i think.. just surf around for other links over there. But it's useful if you want to know more on this topic.
Physics- http://www.hazelwood.k12.mo.us/~grichert/sciweb/formulas.htm
->Ok, this is a site where I don't really fancy. It is full of formulae and all but i don't seem to see the similiarities with what we learned? Hm.. just check it out. maybe i'm dumb. =)
Chemistry- http://chemistry.about.com/
->For me, this site is useless for Us. I don't seem to be able to find anything that is related to our syllabus. But you can try it out. Maybe you are luckier than me.. =/
History- http://www.catcha.com.my/cgi-bin/redirect.cgi?url=http://www.geocities.com/punker2020/tipsejarah.html
-> Hoho, no information on history here. It's just simply telling you the ways to revise history! Like teaching you how to memorise facts and all that. It certainly helped me with my PMR revisions...! But it's not only for PMR students.. there are some things there that covers SPM topics.. Great guide if you are clueless on how to study History.
Crap, there's one more site which i totally forgot the link for History. Ask Chrisanne, she gave me that site the other time..
And there are also Sites given my Ms.Shirley the other day if you guys remembered. Use that, i'm too lazy to search for it and write it down here...
Ok.. done helping!
-alexeo-
Sunday, September 26, 2004
Looking back at the chapters of Alex Yeo's life
It's 2:58am now. The time when i shall begin wasting my time typing this post. The time when at the another part of the world, a woman may just struck lottery. The time when probably an average income man, just realised he's the heir to a billionaire. The time when maybe, a boy realised he passed his major exams with flying colours. The time when a man is just announced winner for some singing competition. Or, probably just a time when a hardworking businessman had lost all his income. A time when..... people are still suffering. The time when unfortunate things are happening.
All that could be happening. And i'm here. Typing this post, at 3:03 am now. OR maybe at the same time, nothing like that is happening at all. It's just my guess anyway. Just like how anyone guess what may be going on at another place without having the slightest info on it. Grr...
Looking back into my life, I can't deny the fact that i have enjoyed my childhood days when i was younger. I can't deny the fact that I didn't give the slightest damn about the people around me. I was in the world of my own. Not to say i'm lonely with no friends. I have friends. But i just don't look further than my school and my family.
Is it my fault anyway? I was young. Wasn't everyone like this?
And now, i'm still thinking to myself why am i posting this crap. Hypothesis number one, i'm bored and got nothing to do this time in the morning. Can be quite true. What else can i do besides this anyway? Sleep? Study? Hypothesis number two, i had something i wanted to tell. Can be true. But my memory sux. If i really had something to tell, I forgot. Hypothesis number three, some other reasons.
ALL those just immediately prove that I do things just to do it. As in, without a certain reason or whatsoever. I waste my time surfing on the net for Idol News all around the world, soccer news updates, and blogs. Most of the times to get more info, but sometimes just to avoid the feeling of regret for not doing something more worthwhile, eg:- study. Exams are in 8 days time? And yes, I am here, typing this.
If YOU are here,from SSC, reading this, sometime between Sept 26-Oct 3, I suggest u stop it immediately and take a book and start reading now. I don't care how well prepared u are. Afterall, it's much better than reading this meaningless post.
And yes, back to my chapters of my life.
At the beginning, school was a playground. Even studies were fun. People that looked and shaped like you were all around you in one room, looking at colourful pictures at funny shaped objects that are supposed to be called numbers/alphabets. Playtime was even 10X more exciting. We could do things our family thought us not to do at home like throw the ball around. It was fun, it was exciting.
Then the years went past, school was still good. Teachers were getting funny. Or maybe I just learnt to understand them. Friends are closer, and they are there for a different purpose now. Never realised some people can be so similiar to you, having the same interests on television or some gossip you recently found out. Things were going fantastic. Studies were not tough, they were all do-able. Nothing was hard to understand those years.
Then as time flies pass, I came across algebra questions that got me gasping. The "always-wanted-to-learn" subject turned out to be a killer. What had happened to Mathematics?! IT'S invaded by alphabets. Confusion runs in. Friends walk in and out of your life during those years, as if we have not enough things to worry about. Appearance plays a huge role at this time of life. If you are fantastic looking, you will be in every friend's club, societies, gatherings there are. If you are average looking, you lead an average early teen life. If you are not up to the mark, who are you? At this point of life, rapid changes will happen... I just stood there and let the changed overcome me. More mentally compared to physically i should say. I learnt alot from my "same-age mates" or whatever u call them.
Time goes by and suddenly "playing catching" seems like such a horrible immature activity. What i noticed was the fashion change during this part of life. Many gal-friends skirt got shorter, more guys with jeans and weird chains and bracelets, which i don't have and don't intend to purchase one. Piercings are a sudden increase during this period. Guys are seen with the 'sticks' to hide their piercings in school, like the sticks help anyway... Girls can't wait to have belly button piercings at this point of life. And yea, shopping for ur own clothes are another change I noticed. And girls are slowly changing to what they are supposed to be anyway, shopaholics.
And yeah, the Identity Factor. All is happening at this point. People will know their true identity, and how they really want to potray themselves..
So those are my chapters so far... I thought I had gone quite a long way but for all i know, all those are maybe just one small tiny chapter in my life. I know i still have a long way to go after school. But I'll probably save all those in my head as just, the chapters of my school life, which is, i think, slightly more appropriate. =)
It's 3:34 AM now.
And i think i'm going to bed not long after this. And forgive my grammatical errors and horrible english. It's late. :)
So,
Gdnite/morning.
-alexeo-
Friday, September 24, 2004
Thursday, September 23, 2004
:)>{LOVE}>:(
and tell me are u still in love?
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Are your palms sweaty, is your heart
racing, And
your voice caught within your chest?
It isn't Love, it's Like.
You can't keep your eyes or hands off of them,
am I right?
It isn't Love, it's Lust.
Are you proud, and eager to show them off?
It isn't Love, it's Luck.
Do you want them because you know they're there?
It isn't Love, it's Loneliness.
Are you there because it's what everyone wants?
It isn't Love, it's Loyalty.
Do you stay for their confessions of Love,
because you don't want to hurt them?
It isn't Love, it's Pity.
Are you there because they kissed you, or held
your hand?
It isn't Love, it's being Unconfident.
Do you belong to them because their sight makes
your heart skip a beat?
It isn't Love, it's Infatuation.
Do you pardon their faults because you care
about them?
It isn't Love, it's Friendship.
Do you tell them every day they are the only one
you think of?
It isn't Love, it's a Lie.
Are you willing to give all of your favorite
things for their sake?
It isn't Love, it's Charity.
Does your heart ache and break when they're sad?
Are you attracted to others, but stay with them
faithfully without regret?
Do you accept their faults because they're a
part of who they are?
Do you cry for their pain, even when they're
strong?
Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch
your soul so deeply it hurts?
But do you stay because a blinding,
incomprehensible mix of pain and elation pulls
you close and holds you?
Would you give them your heart, your life, your
death?
Then it's Love.
Now, if Love is painful, and tortures us so,
why do we Love?
Why is it all we search for in life?
This pain, this agony?
Why is it all we long for?
This torture, this powerful death of self?
Why?
Because it's...
LOVE.
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Contributed by: -amc-
Posted by: -lte-
A Lil' Bit Version 2.0
Probably still under construction...
So far, I.. :-
1) Removed the corny blog description at the top right of side and replaced it with something more.. neat.
2) Inserted new words into the sidebar.
3) Edited the chatterbox
Will change a little more later.
For now, just a little reminder. No dirty images or meaningless posts. *wink*
Good night.
-alexeo-
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
Logic of the Inner Friend
There's a feast well prepared at the table
And a beast licking holes in your door
Make a break just as soon as you're able
To run, get out of this hole
before it takes your soul
I don't know how to hide
I keep my shadow alive
It's easy to defend
The logic of a friend
And I don't know how to tell
Is it heaven or hell
That I'll be going to
Just as long as I'm there with you
There's a clock ticking slow on the table
As the light finds the cracks in your door
Make a break
Just as soon as your able
To run, hold on to your soul
Before it takes you whole
Lyrics by : The boy who sits at the corner by the window of a little class called 4 Science 1
p/s : Weee..4 Science 1 is really talented! And no, i'm not being sarcastic! :)
-alexeo-
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
Who am I ?
your greatest helper or heaviest burden.
I will push you onward or drag you down
to failure. I am completely at your command.
Half the things I do you might just as well
turn over to me and I will be able to do
them quickly and correctly.
I am easily managed-you must merely
be firm with me. Show me exactly how you
want something done and after a few
lessons i will do it automatically. I am the
servant of all great individuals and, alas, of
all failures, as well. Those who are great, I
have made great. Those who are failures,
I have made failures
I am not a machine, though i work
with all the precision of a machine plus
the intelligence of a human. You may run
me for a profit or run me for ruin - it
makes no difference to me.
Take me, train me, be firm with me,
and i will place the world at your feet. Be
easy with me and i will destroy you.
Who am I ?
I am Habit
-The 7Habits of Highly Effective Teens by Sean Covey-
-Kuan-
Song.. untitled (for now)
White and Black
Thats why theres no respect
Racism is the main cause of prejudism
Colour should not be a boundary to success
Embrace Humanity!!
Public discrimination is public deteoration
Guns dont kill people, People kill people
Guns dont use people, People use people
It is time
It was time..
It was too late
But is it too late?
Black and White
White and Black
Thats why theres no respect
The truth is bein prosecuted
It is not what we see most often
Respect Humanity!!
What has happened to
The freedom to speak, The freedom to express
The freedom to act
What has happened to
The freedom of thought, the freedom of race
The freedom to reach out
It is time
It was time..
It was too late
But is it too late?
Black and White
White and Black
Thats why theres no..
Black and White
White and Black
Thats why theres no respect
Honour Humanity!!
Lyrics By : Allen
Lyrics Arrangement By : Alex
Lyrics Contribution : Haris
-aMc-
together
how many times have we quarreled since we have known each other ?
how many times have we helped each other since we have known each other ?
how many times have we laughed at each others jokes since we have known each other ?
there are a million more questions that can be asked about our friendship.....bottom line is will we be together after many years down the road ....are we still gonna be together after 30 yrs time ?
friends forever or not
-klown-
Monday, September 20, 2004
wut happened to GU?..
or is it already officially dead??..dang..
alex dunno shit.. ( break time ) - prefects room..
haris: tk bein an a* s..
tk: buahahah...
prav: oh. 2003..
haris: somebody push hood... punch punch punch.. sugumaran sh*tin...
amc: sugumaran sh*ttin.. hahahah
prav: on the spot they came rite
haris: kena bantai by 3 fellas
tk: serves him rite... the way he talk ah..
alex: i dont like the whoe family.. husni is the terrible one..
(window knocks)
prav: whos that..
haris: kelvin..
Tk: for hair ah?...
haris: no la..for yer d**k..
alex: allen hey dont post this la
amc: f**k la alex
haris: (burps)
haris: hey f**k you eh. .jahhehehah
prav: hey actually our barang rmpasan damn little..
tk: no la they thrrow all already..
haris: eh..i said that la dei..
tk: haris said that la..
tk: dumba*s.hehehe
amc.. f**k la wei..
alex: put it on his face
Prav: sp*rm sp*rm..
te: i'm enjoyin..
prav.. put this here ah..
te: praveen Mark Phillips. .
haris..: fiki pips..
haris.. optic...optical..
prav: (claps) clap clap
te: wireless
haris: go catch mouse at the road side..
prav: damn funny la
alex: wat a dum site..
alex: your makin it worse la allen...
amc: shut up alex..
amc: go away chuang seng.,.
prav: alex our gang ah?..
haris: no no
( tk shows d*ck display to everyone)
haris; look at his c*ck..
amc: okays gtg..a ssembly..
haris: bye..
amc..hairy la you haris.....cheers!!.
Sunday, September 19, 2004
i love tis song
And the base keep runnin' runnin', and runnin', and runnin', and runnin', and runnin', and runnin', and runnin', andrunnin', and runnin', and runnin', and runnin', and runnin', and runnin', and runnin', and runnin', and...
In this context, there's no disrespect, so, when I bust my rhyme, you break your necks.We got five minutes for us to disconnect, from all intellect collect the rhythm effect. Obstacles are inefficient, followyour intuition, free your inner soul and break away from tradition.Coz when we beat out, girl it's pullin without. You wouldn't believe how we wow shit out.Burn it till it's burned out. Turn it till it's turned out. Act up from north, west, east, south.
Lose control, of body and soul.Don't move too fast, people, just take it slow.Don't get ahead, just jump into it.Ya'll here a body, two peices to it.Get stutted, get stupid.You'll want me body people will walk you through it.Step by step, like you're into new kid.Inch by inch with the new solution.Trench men hits, with no delusion.The feeling's irresistible and that's how we movin'.
Let's get retarded (ha), let's get retarded in here. Let's get retarded (ha), let's get retarded in here.Yeah.
Runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin runnin' and... Come on ya'll let's get...Oohhoo!Aha, let's get oohhoo... in here (right now yeah.) Cookoo, aha, let's get, cookoo, in here... Cookoo, aha, let's get,cookoo, in here...ow, ow, ow...ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya...
Let's get ill, that's the deal.At the gate, we'll bring the bud top drill. (Just)Lose your mind this is the time,Ya'll test this drill, Just and bang your spine. (Just)Bob your head like epilepsy, up inside your club or in your bentley.Get messy, loud and sick.Ya'll mount past slow mo in another head trip. (So)Come then now do not correct it, let's get pregnant let's get hectic.
Runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin' (fade)
Saturday, September 18, 2004
[..juz a MESSAGE]
EXAM!!! roughly 3 weeks from now!!!
No time to fool around so better start studying....
Best wishes to all.
-lte-
Friday, September 17, 2004
Class Deco
1) The judge was f**ked up
2) Our class damn messy at that time
3) The judge was gay
4) The judge got no taste
5) Mdm. Tee must have bribed the judged
6) Mr. Ng was the judge
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
Malaysian Idol
Friday 22:50 - Sunday 22:00 ,
Type Vote Jac and send to 33308 at anytime u want!
Thx.
Dang, she is great.
-alex-
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
Vindicated
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
A shine of it, has caught my eye.
It roped me in so...mesmorizing so...hyptnotizing
I am, captivated I am, Vindicated
I am selvish, I am wrong, I am right, I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along, and I am thawed,
but I am cleaning up so well,I am seeing in me now
The things you swear you saw yourselves...
So clear, like the diamond in your ring.
Cut to mirror your intention.
Oversized and overwhelmed,
The shine of which has caught my eye
It rendered me so, isolated so, modivated.
And I am..certain now that I am...
Vindicated
I am selvish, I am wrong, I am right, I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along, and I am thawed,
but I am cleaning up so well,
I am seeing in me now
The things you swear you saw yourselves...
So tired, of the corners of your lips
Bite them, and feel my fingertips
Trace the moment for forever..
Defense is paper thin, just one touch
and I'll be into, deep now to ever swim
Against the current..so let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip against the current.
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away.
Vindicated
I am selvish, I am wrong, I am right, I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along, and I am thawed,
but I am cleaning up so well,
I am seeing in me now
The things you swear you saw yourselves...
My hope dangles on a string.
Like slow spinning redemption.
-shyan-
Emotion
And who's the one you're clinging to instead of me tonight?
And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart
In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion that's taken me over
Tied up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
You know that there'll be nobody left in this world to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight Goodnight
I'm there at your side, I'm part of all the things you are
But you've got a part of someone else
You've got to find your shining star
And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart
In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion that's taken me over
Tied up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back Come home to me, darling
You know that there'll be nobody left in this world to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight
And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart
In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion that's taken me over
Tied up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back Come home to me, darling
You know that there'll be nobody left in this world to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight
In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion that's taken me over
Tied up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
You know that there'll be nobody left in this world to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight (Goodnight)
Goodbye Nikki ... Malaysian Idol... :(
-alex-
Sunday, September 12, 2004
We Dont Need No Education
"The Happiest Days Of Our Lives"
Well, when we grew up and went to school,
There were certain teachers,
Who would hurt the children in any way they could,
By pouring their derision,
Upon anything we did,
Exposing every weakness,
However carefully hidden by the kids.
Meaningful lyrics ...
the r-e-a-l official opening..
:/
now that all of us are here... we hereby OFFICIALLY declare this blog open...
aMc : hey it was opened that day already la
kelvin: unfortunately.. i wasnt around...internet...
alex: kelvin's a noob. he's flat. ignore him.
aMc: yeah alex.. child molester
Shyan: I'm Red
real shyan: oh My....!:D
kelvin: eh fat boy.. i didnt MOLEST him la!!!!
alex: allen said that la
Teck eng: too much la.. Slap your face...Faster faster..
aMc: OKAy ciaoz ya'll..assembly startin..
CheeRs!! .
Friday, September 10, 2004
The Official Opening..
N we declare...
this blog..
OFFICIALLY OPEN! CONGRATS!
Bloggers who you will be seeing very soon : - Alex, Allen, Shyan and Kelvin.
Enjoy your stay seeing nothing at all.
Bye! n CheErS!!